Tuesday, September 30, 2014

Kelas

Aku tahu dalam majlis ilmu tu ada barakah
Termasuk jugak kelas
Sebab dalam kelas tu ilmu disampaikan
Tapi kalau dah tak gi kelas guane?
Sekarang ni tak masuk kelas pun dh tak rasa bersalah.
Tidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak.
Sebab aku ngantuk.
Bila bangun selalu kelas dh habis.
Hmmm.

Aku suka masuk kelas.
Tapi aku tak suka bangun pagi.
Tak suka nak keluar dari comforter.
Sebab dia comfortable.

Doh guane ni niena?
Bulan depan jadual kau macam sardine kau tahu?
Ubah perangai sikit boleh?
Arghh sabaq sat.
Pahni balik Malaysia.
Pastu minum coolblog blue coral milk tea kau,
Atau sour plum milk tea,
Atau hazelnut latte chatime,
Atau peppermint oreo bubblegurt,
Atau coconut shake teabag,
Tak pun laici kang keramat,
Senyap ah kau.

Study woi.
Satgi test.
Bai.

Sunday, September 28, 2014

Jauh

Rasa jauh sekarang
Jauh sangat dari Dia
Rasa malu
Malu dengan Nya

Sedangkan ajal itu bukan makin menjauh
Mungkin satu kilometer, atau sebatu, atau selangkah atau mungkin juga sejengkal
Bersediakah aku?

Wednesday, September 17, 2014

I am not that 'easy'

Tired of people being rude, pulling face and treat me disrespectfully.
I know I'm no one.
Why bother to take me into account?
Never take serious of me, I know.
You may think or treat me however you like.
But you deserve to receive my dislike to your that particular attitude.
Thank you for making me feel unhappy and feel like a loser.
Like most of my time with you.

Whoever that you, or maybe yous.

At some point, I feel like giving up being nice to people.
Because I'm not perfect.
But don't make me be one.
Because it's sinful.
And I don't wanna live in hatred or anger.
I'd rather hurt myself as long as people around me are happy. 

Saturday, September 6, 2014

mimpi scary~~

After so long I've been living happily without thinking of my future husband,
Last night I dreamed of something creepy.
About this one friend of mine who has married. 
I dreamed about he's being my husband. 
Whutt??
Taknak okay laki orang? Taknak pun kat dia okay?
Takutnyaa.
You know when you're a girl, the most hated thing is being a 'perampas'.
Ok tu mimpi je niena. Kau tak payah nak emo sangat. Tapi aku takut. Diam!

Whatever it is, this 2-week of break for me is so not a break. 
A have lots to do.
And I doubt myself everyday if I manage to cope with all these.
Assignments, Ladies' Night, Malaysian Night, itu dan ini dan sebagainya. 
Honestly sangat cuak.
Doakan saya plz.

If you tell me about someone and you wish that I would be different with him/her, sorry it won't happen. As long as people treat me respectfully, nothing will change my attitude towards him/her, until he/she spoils it.