Thursday, April 24, 2014

Stress

I can handle workloads,
but not people's attitude.
Oh well, I know I'm not that behave as well.

Taken. 
Again.
And again. 
Haha.

Take it easy niena.
Keep calm and do your work.
Allah knows the best.
Just enjoy your workloads.

Thursday, April 17, 2014

break

Alhamdulillah.
Easter break and midsem break for 2 weeks.
But got assignment to be done.
And reports too.
Semalam sangat tension.
Rasa nak menangis.
Dah menangis pun actually.
Sebab sakit kepala mengadap laptop tanpa spec.
Spec tinggal kat coromandel.
Nasib baik makcik tu sudi pos.
But still, kena bertahan these few days without spec. 
Mata pun time takde spec ni lah nak merah, so takleh pakai contact lense.
Haih ujian betul. Redha jela.
Tapi semalam buat keputusan nk buat spec baru. 
Kena la buat. Free kot setiap tahun.
Rugi tak buat.
I feel away.
So I better back off.

Monday, April 14, 2014

Prioriti

Kerana soal hati dan perasaan begitu complicated.
Perasan jugaklah yang rupanya aku perasan.
Haha.
Asalkan orang lain tak perasan sudahlah.
Aku macho.
Walaupun kalau aku nervous orang boleh baca.
Aku tahu.
Tapi takpe. 
Facilitator cakap, every individual has their own uniqueness and so they appreciate every individual's uniqueness.
Midsem break yang agak menyedihkan apabila mengenangkan ada submission tatkala orang lain tak perlu fikirkan pasal assignment.
Sampai masa nanti, aku yakin aku akan melangkah daripada zon ini.
Moga2.

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

What is wrong with me?

What is wrong with me?
I used to eat almost everything.
Now I don't eat almost everything. Haha ok itu over.
But seriously, banyak benda aku tak makan sekarang. Why oh why?
And aku hanya akan makan sesuatu tu bila aku tengah ada mood untuk makan dia. 
You know what i mean?
I mean, if for example, I feel like eating chicken, I can't accept anything else but chicken.
Even though I was super hungry and that time.
And the fact that I got moody when I'm hungry.
So people, if Niena's hungry, just don't spoil her mood okay?

To be honest, I was planning to get engaged at the end of this year.
With I don't know whom he might be.
Because really, I don't even have calon pon. 
But that was just my plan.
What? Plan? Haha that sounds so realistic.
Not really. I mean, that was just my wish, and still be. 
But to be realistic, I don't think it'll happen. Haha.
Well, God knows better. 

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

Hyper

Yes i am hyper.
Laughed a lot with my people.
But with other people, honestly I'm socially awkward. 
Unless there's my people there as well.
Haha.
Yes aku memang kuat mengarut.
Melalut.
Merapek.
Hah apa lagi.
So i hate to be serious sometimes.
Because there are always things to tickle me.