Saturday, April 30, 2011

frust

sgt frust. sgt. fhm x, sgt!!! okay, aku plan nk balik isnin ni. and aku sgt happy bcz boleh dok umah agk lama cz cuti extend bcz of labour day. unfortunately, td parents aku keluar tlg belikan tiket utk aku balik seremban. and you know what?? tiket dh abis. i mean tiket ari isnin. and i was like.. "WHAT?????"
seriously, i still want to stay at home. x de mood nk balik kms lg.. and i was crying bcz of that. kesian adik2 aku yg jd mangsa. nk mnja2 ngn aku tetibe kne mrh. arghhh tp seriously aku tension..skrg ni pon tgh rasa nk nangis lg... waaa....
tp apee boleh buat. tiket dh pon beli. 11.30 pagi esok. nk balik mlm, x nk aku.. nnt sorang2 tgh2 pagi2 buta nak naek taxi balik kms. lg la creepy.
x larat nk pujuk hati ni.. hhmmmm well, men proposed, God disposed.
pelik gak rasa asal aku nangis sebab ni... hmm dhla balik2 nnti ade exam.. bukan exam maim2 dh.. balik ni dh AS... huhu~ takutnyee.... Pray for me ya friends out there.. :)

zizan

zizan raja lawak.. aku minat giler kot kt dia. wish to have somebody like him. funny for sure. suara pon sodap! boleh cair dengar :)))
jeles btol kt jue evans dpt zizan. huh nk bwat cmne kn. 
aku suka org mcm zizan which is funny, happening, stylo, good looking.. emm tp dats part of my ciri2 je.. physically he's good. but dr segi agamanya, boleh fikir la kn..nk ashraf muslim, dh bertunang plak. :(
tp aku ttp minat zizan!! he's the best..

Thursday, April 28, 2011

just be yourself

some people are too conscious about themselves right. it's actually good.but don't be too conscious. just be yourself. it's not work when you're trying to pretend to be somebody else. you're just living in pretend. don't boast off. be grateful of what you have. and don't complain about things that you don't have because you're given much already. never compare yourself with others and complain. SEMUA CIPTAAN ALLAH TU KAN INDAH. :)
if comparing with others makes you feel motivated, then go ahead. but i do not agree in terms of beauty. don't be too obsessed with your beauty. it doesn't last long. your inner beauty is much  ore important because there is where your natural beauty externalize. :)
if we think dunia ni indah, just think how syurga is bribu2 juta2 kali ganda lebih indah :)
klu kita nmpak sekeliling kita indah, igtlah yg pencipta kita tu Maha Indah. i really interested with ustaz danial farhan's words. ALLAH mempunyai sifat MAHA INDAH sebab tu Allah sygkan org yg sukakan keindahan :)
so, cintailah keindahan kerana Pencipta kita mencintai keindahan :))
ALLAH YA JAMIL.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

confuse!

it's not invited. it's not even wished.
it just comes naturally, i hope to not fall again.
but i just can't.
i don't know how to say, but i think i've fallen.
i'm falling in love! :))
it's like a blossom garden in my heart when i see him.
it's like millions of cricket sings in my heart,
but 1 thing for sure. he's somebody else's.
it's states in fb that he's 'in a relationship'
hmm but what to do.. i'm stuck on him.
hope to be friends :)

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

love

well, at this age and phase, i think it is inevitable for a teen to involve in this 'heavy matter'.
yeah, reading the blogs, facebooks, twitters, those sites are like the mean of  'LOVE'
but is it lasts?
is it ok?
well not really. sometimes. i don't mind if people fall in love. well, that's a must i guess. i mean yes!
but the problem here is just, don't pollute my views with all the unnecessary things of yours.

i REALLY3 HATE to see such things like : "papa dh mkn kew?? papa jgn bg mama risau tw..:(" or
"cyg mam x lagi? eh cyg, titew cyg cgt3 kt cyg tw" or
"baby, baby cantik sgt, untungnye cyg dpt baby"


eeeeeiiuuu... tolongla..!!!!
ok, i understand, u all bahagia. but those things are unnecessary to be published okay?
what's the purpose of doing that? to annoy people? well, congratulations, u did a good job!

hey, it's not wrong for you to fall in love. it's a fitrah, memang sesungguhnya Allah ciptakan manusia berpasang-pasangan. lelaki memanglah untuk perempuan, begitu jugak sebaliknya. tp this is not the right way. how can you be proud of doing something that is... such embarrassing?? hmm  i don't want to talk any longer. you think!

sometimes, adoring people is inspiring right?? :)
but having a relationship.... hmmm... maybe not yet.


Friday, April 15, 2011

stalker??

who? me? stalker?
well yeah..
for particular persons only.
why do i stalk them?
well, it's simply because i like them.
hmm but not all. sometimes, i stalk people because i don't like them as well.. hehe
it's just for fun actually.
luckily people don't know how frequent we stalk them.
:)

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

i want to do my best

wish me the best for my trial as well as my AS.
i am not that intelligent as the others, but i believe in myself,
i know, with efforts, i can stand just as tall as they could.
u know what i mean right?
if not, i couln't stop blaming myself.
TESL is not as easy as the other A Level.
15 is impossible.
but i'll try to make it possible.
No, i mean, "WE'LL" try to make it possible.
InsyaAllah~

Sunday, April 10, 2011

tesl 11.7

nk perkenalkan budak2 tesl kesayangan aku ari ni,...

orite, this is us!
eh2, ade lagi 2 org..
ethnic minorities.. haha
x dela..
our heroes..


now, let me tell you some facts about tesl 11.7


1. most of us have the average height of 150 i guess.. sng cter, kitorang ni majoritinye saiz dan ketinggian agk kecil dan pendek(ouhh,, x suka nye word tu). tp itulah HAKIKAT DIRI saya dan rakan2 senasib. mcm dlm pic kt bwh ni, ha tgkla sendiri. ;P

2. kitorang ni agk gila kamera. maaf. x kira di mana dan apa jua keadannya.. mmuahaha...




well, tgk lah.. tgh2 jln pon boleh :)
ni plak kes brangan jd medel.. tp nice kn? hihi ;)


3. budak tesl gila. most of the time. ni antara bukti2nye.




lakonan mak tiri dan anak tirinya
4. tapi kitorang ni creative.. hehe yeke? biarlah nak ngaku..


ni antara kerja2 kitorang



 5. kitorang suka mkn sama2...
ni dpt mkn free dan sedap dr one of us, izzati..




 6. most of us are budak DYC/ PRS..

yon sorang lagi.. dia x de dlm gmbr..


7. kitorang agak bising. and i guess dikenali sebab tu. maaf ye korang. we'll try to control our volume.. hihi
;))

yeah, these are us. i love them all..

exam fever

.................................

exam is just around the corner..
and that makes trial is already at the corner..
haha

am i prepared?
before that, define 'prepared'..
well, how do you say you are prepared?
when you know everything that you've learnt?
when you're sure that you don't get wrong during the exam?
when you know each answers for each questions that might come out?
when you're sure you'll get 100%?

well, those things are impossible! so, what is prepared actually?
haha you define it yourself.
sigh.
sometimes i feel quite stressed looking people around studying so seriously, consistently, 'tawadhuk'ly.
and me?
well, depends on my time.
but i like the way i am. i mean, i prefer to be myself because i know, everyone has their own style of study and i don't prefer to force myself which i know the results are not worth it.

but still, i need to take and vacuum and suck some spirit of theirs. haha sounds so haunted.
mmmuahaha...
well, sometimes it's good seeing people work hard so that we can measure ourselves.

hmm hmm...
okay, let's strive for 15 for AS together to all TESLians, ENGINEians, and ACCOUNTians.... haha pelik benor bunyiknye... hehe

bubbye~
 >.<

Saturday, April 9, 2011

enchanted! ;))

There I was again tonight
Forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place

Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette
Starts to make it's way to me

The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up
2 AM, who do you love?
I wondered 'til I'm wide awake

And now I'm pacing back and forth
Wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say, "Hey"

It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that
This was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name
Until I see you again
These are the words I held back
As I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you know
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you 

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

adjusting

i'm adjusting. "please kindly turn off your lagha mode to AS mode."

AS
AS
AS

come on niena. study!
work harder.
double triple quadrilaretal your effort!

you determine your fate.

ALLAH is always there to help you. rely on HIM.
pray to HIM. ask HIS bless.

HE IS THE MOST GRACIOUS. THE MOST MERCIFUL.

wish to get >13 in my AS.
and the other TESLians too.
guyz, good luck. i love you. i know we can do it.
it takes 16 to tango!

Sunday, April 3, 2011

peperiksaan (translation drpd tajuk entri anas 'eksaminasi')

ielts dh abis. hope it's REALLY OVER. buat dh, so tawakkal jela. emm bila ielts dh abis, meaning, AS pon dh dekat. eh silap, before tu ade trial.. mmuahahaa... cuak x cuak...
adeh,, tetibe rsa sakit jantung fkir exam. igtkan spm dlu paling cuak. dhla berderet2 subjek. rupa2nya AS lg cuak. wlupun 3 subjek je, tp cukup mendebarkan. penentu nk fly ke x.. hopefully boleh fly la.. waaa NAK FLYYY..................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tp kn, bila AS nnt, senior pon A2. maksudnye, klu dh abis AS, senior pon dh nk keluar KMS.. waa sedihnya.. syg kt senior tesl. nnt rindu kak af. nk lepak2 and borak2 ngn dia. huhu~
pastu nnt senior tu pon dh nk keluar. dh x boleh nk tengok lagi dh.. arap2 still boleh contact lah.. x pe, dia jd inspirasi aku utk fly.. hehe~

k lah, bye~~

Saturday, April 2, 2011

terslah tembak daaa.....

adoi. masalah btol bila nk tembak kancil, kijang yg kne. nk lastik burung, cicak yg kene. nk bom tunisia, rusia yg kene. adoii,,, masalah2... akhirnye yg di'aim' tu bebas jgk...
hmmm... phm x ni? haha x yh phm pon x pe. jnji aku phm.
benda ni boleh jgk nk apply kt study. dulu time zaman sekolah. slalulah maen tembak2 ni. tembak A B C D. skg ni tembak apenye.. sume kne guna kaedah curah. no more tembak2. nk menggambarkan yg sekarang ni sume writing. and bila sume writing, kita kne la byk reading so that luas knowledge. upps! tp niena byk ke baca???
o o..

ape entri ni. cm x de kaitan je. x pe, kdg2 nk jd cm izzat ahmad gak yg ckpnye slalu x de coherence and cohesion. haha biarlah, itu mmg izzat. tp aku suka citer borhan pelajar cemerlang yg dia cter kat foyer ari tu. terserlah sgt ke'creative'an dia and ke'spontan'an dia.
ok2.. itu je. assalamualaikum.