Wednesday, September 29, 2010

nothing to display...

no idea wat 2 write... hadoii.... i love kms,.. n i luv my roomates n also tesliansss = classmates... bt .... sumtimes,, i feel like i cant stand... well, im a cheerful person,, yeah im cheerful n also crazy sumtimes... 


bt plzzz i do hav feelingsss... im a human being.. only if i dont react of wat u did, it doesnt mean evrything's okay...huhu~ well,,, im scared 2 luv ppl actually,, bt i do love my kms mates already.. u noe y im scared of loving ppl???? bcz im scared of losing them... huhu~


 bt yes,, as wat ELIZABETH BISHOP said (alamakk,,, literiture la plak.. haha.. ),, loss is an art.. i dunno y,, bt ireally interested on dat.. yes! 4 me too... its an art.. (ape aku dh melalut ni........??? niena!!) hhhmmmm bt it doesnt matter,, im not a revengful person... its ok then... :)) haha... its just quite hurtful sometimes.. btw,, its life... well.. not all glitters are gold... kn?? just b cool n focus on ur study,,, >_<

Monday, September 13, 2010

a year AGO...

hhmmmm 2 days ago reminds me on wat happened 1 year ago...hhmmm 2009,,, everything was very different wth my time nw,,, with an absence of sum1 so close 2 me... @ without a presence of sum1 really close 2 me,, (ade beza ke??) 
i remember on 1st syawal last year,, i was his 1st person he call to wish slamat hari raye,, bt im sure dis yr,, absolutely,, SHE is his 1st person..wat to do.. i dunno wat actually happen 2 us,, n i also dunno y dis happen.. mmg sdey gler @ 1st ble fkr yg i will live without him.. bcz b4 dis,, mmg he inspired me a lot,, my shoulder 2 cry on,, n also alwez cheered me up when im down... hahahahaaaa..... im not sad,,, i cn accept evrything already,, i know,, he's happy + bahagia wth his new life.. after so many secrets we shared,, so many hapy moments we laughed n so many tough moments we faced 2gether,, dis is hw we end... i never imagine hw could we end dis way,,, mayb he had d answer,,, never mind,, Allah know wat's d best 4 his servant... everything happens 4 reasons... 
   it reminded me on raya last yr when he came 2 my house wth our frenzzzz.... best gler.. huhu... bt i think dat would b his 1st n last yr attending my house,,, after evrything dat happened,, i dont think he would ever come again 2 my house,,, hhmm....
   but, dat day,, when i met him @ rumah my fren (jgk fren of him)... i really dunno hw 2 act 2wards him.. i just cn avoid from him... im sorry 4 doing dat,, bt dats d only thing i cn do... i tried so hard 2 act as normal,, bt i can't... plzzzzz understad... its not easy,,, only me cn feel it,,, im sure no one would understand my stuation... hhhmmm watever happen... let bygone be bygone... 

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

xcident

waaaaa................. 1st time i was caught in an accident... 2nite,, aku nk g bli cornflakes td.. nk bwat kuh ryer r nie... then,, kuar r nek keta ngn adk aku.. akula drive..then bla smpai kt jnction ni,, lmpu merah n i stop la... then lampu ijau,, i pon jln laaa... actuallly mmg nk trus... tp tetbe bla dh tgh2 junction 2 aku b'tukar fkiran utk turn right... then trus aku pusingkan stereng kete 2 tnpa b'fkr pnjg... suddenly ade moto dtg dr arh blkg n GEDEBUSH!!!! a crash occured... haha aku t'lnggar motor itu dgn kuatnye n jatuh... dat mamat nek oto ngn sorg bdk kecik laki... dgn glabahnye aku trus t'stop keteku... then b'lakulah drama d tgh2 junction itu... then aku pon alihkan kete aku ke tepi n park d stu utk tgk ape yg b'laku kt mamat 2 n motornye... malangnye...moto dy rosak n x dpt jln...aku dgn sgt glabah trus fkrkn $$$$$$$ yg bkl aku kne tnggung...huhu~  tp x pe,,, dgn pnuh tnggungjwb,, aku pon pgi la b'tnyekan keadaan kdua2 mgsa t'sebut... syukur ALHAMDULILLAH.... kdua2 nye x mngalami kcederaan... sgt lega... huhu~ tetbe,, ade 2 org polis ronda2 n stop tnye,, "ni knape ni adk?? xciden ke??" kitorg pon m'jelaska kpd pakcik polis 2 ape yg dh b'laku.. pakcik 2 pon mnyuruh dat guy letak moto dy kt balai polis b'dekatan n leave it there... n aku pon tnggu la mamat 2 g balai polis utk tumpangkan dy blk... pas dy dh letak motor dy kt stu,, aku pon tumpangkan dy blk.. n aku pon apologize byk2 kt dy... nsb baek dat guy SGT baek... then aku pon bg my fon no kt dy so dat dy akn kol after moto 2 da siap nnt... hhhmmm then aku pon drop la dy kt tmpt dy... in car,,, i wonder,, i rase cm penah tgk muka mamat 2,,, rupe2nye dy senior aku @ my mum's student.. haha... dunia ni sgt kecik... hoho~ anyway,, pngalaman mlm ni ckup bwat aku fobia nk drive lg...

Sunday, September 5, 2010

liyana kanan

she's my fren,, my closest fren,, my bestfren! our 1st met was in 14 feb 2008.. dis is liyana bt kanan.. i <3 her!! d sweetest moment of me n her is when we were in fm 5!! lotssssssssssss of thingss we shared 2gether,, kitorg sgt sekepala.... time fm 5 tu,, aku bhagia sgt n slalu sharing2 ngn dy,,, bt after abes sekola,,, dy plak yg bhagia n aku..................... haha..... watever!nyway,, im glad 2 see her n HIM... 
to yana,,, watever happen., i love u! dont 4get me k.. x kesa la i ade kwn br pon skg,, bt u will alwez in my deepest heart!!!  (hee~ touching x??) ;PP


its her!! cantek kn?? ;D
dis pic is teken on our last day in soksek... (having our last breakfast 2gether..)