Friday, December 24, 2010

EACH OTHER_KATHERINE MCPHEE

ari ni x de pe.. jz nk share lgu.. sdp.. jom la nyanyi sma2.. :)


Oh, oh. 
Yeah, yeah. 

No more lonely nights to hurt me. 
No more tears left to spare. 
No more reasons to be unhappy. 
You threw them all up in there air. 

And I don't know how you did it, 
But you made me a believer. 
I never thought that love 
Could turn someone into a dreamer. 
For the first time in my life 
I don't feel like a need a breather. 
Cause everywhere I go 
I wanna know you're gonna be there. 

I'd give it all up for you... 
I'd give it all up for you. 
Do anything you asked me to... 
Anything you asked me to. 
And like a pillow we can hold on to. 
Cause we got each other. 
We got each other. 

My loneliness has gone away. 
It left me here without a trace. 
And now I'm in a brand new place. 
Cause we got each other. 
Baby, we got each other. 

Yeah, yeah. 

And some times in the past almost pulled us under 
But we got through all that and it made us stronger 
Through the good, through the bad 
You just aint another 
youre the best thing i have and we got each other. 

When the hard times confront me 
you always show me that you care 
and i believe you are my rescue 
when i see you right there 

And I don't know how you did it, 
But you made me a believer. 
I never thought that love 
Could turn someone into a dreamer. 
For the first time in my life 
I don't feel like a need a breather. 
Cause everywhere I'm gonna go 
I wanna know you're gonna be there. 

I'd give it all up for you... 
I'd give it all up for you. 
Do anything you asked me to... 
Anything you asked me to. 
And like a pillow we can hold on to. 
Cause we got each other. 
We got each other. 

My loneliness has gone away. 
It left me here without a trace. 
And now I'm in a brand new place. 
Cause we got each other. 
Baby, we got each other 

You are the hand that I reach for 
when I don't want to be alone 
you are the voice i hear at night 
lets me know ill be alright 
When i need a real good friend 
dont have to look far 
youre the best 
Im safe here in your arms 
and i know this is where i belong 

I'd give it all up for you... 
I'd give it all up for you. 
Do anything you asked me to... 
Anything you asked me to. 
And like a pillow we can hold on to. 
Cause we got each other. 
We got each other. 

My loneliness has gone away. 
It left me here without a trace. 
And now I'm in a brand new place. 
Cause we got each other. 
Baby, we got each other 

No matter what happens we got each other 
had some times in the past but we got each other 
through the good through the bad we still got each other 
really happy or sad but we got eachother 

I'd give it all up for you... 
I'd give it all up for you. 
Do anything you asked me to... 
Anything you asked me to. 
And like a pillow we can hold on to. 
Cause we got each other. 
We got each other. 

My loneliness has gone away. 
It left me here without a trace. 
And now I'm in a brand new place. 
Cause we got each other. 
Baby, we got each other 

And some times in the past almost pulled us under 
But we got through all that and it made us stronger 
Through the good, through the bad 
You just aint another 
youre the best thing i have and we got each other.


                                                                          Gentle girl Katherine Mcphee

>>KATHERINE MCPHEE< 




Saturday, December 18, 2010

the girlss

lately, i noticed, everyone seems in heartbroken,, im talking about d girls.. x sure whether the guyz ever been in dis kinda situation. dunno y, usually, after d school finish, then d relationship also over,, during skultime (especially in fm5), things went very fine.. d guyz was so trustful, loyal, loving and bla bla bla.. bt then, right after d skul finish, things went gradually unwanted.. love seems fade away, news were rarely heard, n then comes the news dat he's already got sum1.. wooooo!!!! i think, most of d girls, dis is what they xperienced. n the guyz were in happy wth their nw one, d girls were suffering, heartbroken, in hoping bla bla bla.. wah so easy hah d girls being cheated.. being left jz like dat... sumtimes i hope to be like taylor swift in 'picture to burn'.. play a revenge!! haha.. 








well, to all d girlz out there yg tgh heartbroken, dont be sad.. believe in ourselves.. guyz r not everything.. we hav our family!! :)

Friday, December 17, 2010

sad, as xpected

well, as i xpected, i got a very bad mark 4 my literature... what a disaster!!! arghhh... tension! jz let it b.. i knew im d weakest in literature in class... i dunno what 2 do... i feel sorry 2 my parents.. las n8 i told my mum about my marks.. bt she was really cool hearing dat thing,, i dunno how she felt.. bt she motivated me n said "dis is only d beginning.. nvm, i know, u cn do it better,, it's about time.." even she was not upset about my marks, bt i felt so gulty dat i know hw high their hopes 2 me... ever since the day i did my literature paper, i knew, i will get a bad result.. n yes! i did! haha... i h8 d poem dat came out dat day.. MEETING AT NIGHT.. huhu i dont understand dat poem n i was really sure dat d poem might not come out.. n then, what happen?? it came out!!! it was such a lesson 2 me.. nxt time, dont take forgranted 4 things dat i h8.. bcz not all things dat i h8 is bad 4 me.. it's jz like a sentence from Al-Qur'an.. 


Boleh jadi engkau membenci sesuatu, padahal ia baik
   bagimu, dan bolehjadi engkau menyenangi sesuatu
   padahal ia buruk bagimu. Allah mengetahui dan kamu
   tidak mengetahui (QS Al-Baqarah [2]: 216).
 
Hmmm i dunno what shd i do.. i dont wanna face academic hearing again.. dat makes me feel even worse.. arghh!!! Thank God i have such a supportive mum n dad dat always support me from behind... Mummy Daddy.... i love u sooooo much.. i wil do better next time.. i jz want to make both of u happy n proud 4 me.. really jelez @ my frenzz yg pndai2... im not as smart them...

Thursday, December 9, 2010

fakta cter indon

bukan nk m'perlekehkan or m'perkecikkan cter2 indon yg m'jd mknn penonton tv saban hari..(ayt bm)..tp bosan.. bosan dgn plot cter yg stereotype.. kdg2 tgk hero @ heroin 2 not bad.. ganteng2 n cantek2... tp bla follow cter 2, hadoyai,,, bwat skt ati je...
      Antara perkara2 @ scene2 yg wjb ade dlm cter indon... :-
* air mata yg meleleh2....
* org malang t'sgtlah malang... smpai tiada lgsg k'bahagiaan dorang.. watak ini slalunye d'berikan kpd si miskin.. tidak kiralah sama ada lelaki @ perempuan... inilah nasib mereka apabila d'berikan watak miskin..
* org kaya yg bongkak & suka m'hina org miskin td.. especially org tua... make-up mst tbl2.. . bulu mata msti sekilo... 
* watak tmbhan yg sering ade plan jht demi m'menangi hati si watak utama, sama ada hero @ heroin.. sng cter, sentiasa ada watak org ke3 @ ke4 antara couple utama...
* scene wajib : kne lnggar keta...
* episod mstilah b'ratus2.. & cter on mkin lma mkin x msuk akal..
* conflict mestilah b'terusan....
* watak perempuan baik yg lurus bendul (blh d'katakan bodoh la jgk).... smpai ape je bnde jht yg org bwat, sumenye dorang x sdar... 
* ape2 pon psngan b'cinta ni akn utuh shingga ke akhir episod... 


hmm itulah sinopsis sume cter2 indon yg glemer kt Malaysia ni.. antara sume2 cter indon, yg boleh blah pd aku, BENCI BILANG CINTA dengan KU TLAH JATUH CINTA... yg len bla aku follow,, sume end up, aku skt hati lalu x follow lg... papepon, sountrack cter slalu best! :) 
so, enjoy watching tv cuti ni... tgklah tv puas2 sbelum sem br start nxt year...







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sedih.. t'kejut..

hmm ari ni aku sdih.. tahla tp boleh kata sgt sdih & t'kilan la.. i know im not sum1 alim to tgor sape2.. tp dis is from a fren to a fren.. i dunno why bt i really disappointed seeing u without hijab.. im saying dis bcz i love u.. who am i 2 say dis.. bt as a fren, i think i hav a right to feel sad.. bcz im truly love u..  emm im not a gud person too.. bt i hope both of us cn turn to sum1 better.. may Allah bless our frenship.. yeah,, ppl say, dont judge a book by it's cover.. things always go unexpected.. fkr blk, aku b'syukur sgt d'takdirkan blajar kt KMS yg serba k'kurangan ni..(hhmm hakikat kn..).. wlupun suasana kt sni x ubah cm sekolah, tp at least, byk bnda yg aku dh boleh tgk & fhm dgn luas.. byk bnda yg m'nyentuh jiwa & hati aku bila d'dedahkan dgn mcm2 slideshow.. aku salute sgt dkt senior2 yg effort cr bnde2 b'faedah 2.. aku hrp 1 day aku boleh jd mcm senior2 KMS.. InsyaAllah...bila d'fkrkan pgkat kita kt dunia ni.. ape la sgt... skit pon x de nilai klu nk compare ngn Maha Pencipta kita,... tp kita slalu buta kn.. dunia slalu mngaburi kita.. mcm lirik lagu FATAMORGANA nyanyian HIJJAZ.. "begitu indah dunia, siapa pun kan t'goda.. harta pangkat dan wanita, melemahkan jiwa, tanpa iman dlm hati, kita kan d'kuasai, syaitan nafsu dlm diri, musuh yg t'sembunyi...pulanglah kpd Tuhan, cahaya kehidupan, keimanan ketaqwaan kepada-Nya.... senjata utama" lirik 2 sgtlah benar.. t'amat2lah benar... nk b'ubah x ssh, tp cabarannya ialah ISTIQAMAH.. mmpu x kita bwat? aku x ckp psl sape2.. aku ckp psl aku sniri.. istiqamah 2 sgt ssh...:'(
          
          Maher Zain pon ckp dlm lgu dy.. "we just hav 2 open our eyes, our hearts and minds.. if we just look bright to see the signs, we can't keep running from the truth.." yeah,, kita kne bkk mata kita,, tp bkn stakat mata, hati & minda skali. n hayati setiap ciptaan ILAHI.. mungkin dgn cara 2, 1 day kita akn nmpk bnde yg slama ni kta x nmpk.. smoga kita sma2 dlm hidayah Allah... InsyaAllah....


Saturday, December 4, 2010

i love d way u lie...

liar... ssh ke nk jmpe... cm sng je... bosan3!!! bosan ngn org ske tpu... sorry 2 say,, but i can detect whether u r saying d truth or just making up d stories... story pon cm mknn r... klu byk2 prasa mstla sedap,, kasi tmbh grm, gula, kunyit, santan, kulit kayu manis, bunga cengkih,, or watsoever... br r sedap kn... cm2 la story kn... adoi... actually wat is d purpose of lying??? escape from sumthing harm? mayb... bt totally inapplicable in dis case.. emm seeking 4 attention.. oww well.,,, who knows?? might b.. papelah tp ppl r not happy 2 b around u cz we already know dat u r saying lies.......well im not dat good 2 judge ppl.. of cz im not... tp i just dont like liars!!! i've been living in a lie b4.. almost a year.. so i already sick of lies.. ckp mcm bagos! tp hampeh.. dlu kate kt org tp actually dy pon 2 x 5... papelah... in conclusion, sma2lah kta avoid drpd m'jd s'org penipu..:))



Wednesday, December 1, 2010

things that can make me upset...


aku ni mmgla happy go lucky tp sensitif gak.. dlm byk2 bnde yg aku sdih, ade la bberapa bnde yg btol2 akn bwat aku sdih + hilang semangat... kdg2 mcm nk gla bila bnde ni b'laku.. antaranya ialah(ayat bm yg baik..haha..) :

* bila parents aku ade problem kt tmpt keje.. or senang cter, ble parents aku sdih.. aku rsa cm aku 10 kali lg sdih..
* bila org tnggikan suara kt aku..(especially org2 t'rapat ngn aku).. sgt x boleh thn lalu air mata akn mula b'takung..
* bila result exam aku sgt truk.. arghh!!! benci3!!
* bila dpt tahu org kutuk aku 4 things yg aku x bwat (sng cter d'ftnah laa...)
*bila ckgu mrh dlm kelas or mngeluarkan kata2 yg bisa & menusuk kalbu..(Alhamdulillah,,, sgt jrg b'laku)
* bila gaduh ngn roomate k'sygn aku...(sgtla sdih smpai rsa cm x de kwn dh.. haha.. tp akn cuba m'cari k'bahagiaan b'sma org lain =P)
* bila keje @ pendapat aku org p'lekehkan n ignore 100% (oh.,, trasa sgt bodoh ketika itu)....
* bila tension sbb t'lalu byk bnde yg d'tensionkan.. haha...

hoho... pkara2 d'ats la yg slalu m'nyumbang kpada gngguan emosi aku n sgt x ske bla b'laku.. tp mstla x bole avoid.. when the worl is at the bottom, u can't wish it to be at the top,, but u hav the power to move it from bottom to top..



Saturday, November 27, 2010

literature oh literature

x phm la ngn literature ni.. asal ssh sgt??? arghh tension gler bler fkr sal literature.. trok gler kott aku bwat time exam ari 2.. tkot nye dpt U(ungraded)... oh no!!!!!!!! n aku gak x nk kne academic hearing yg sgt x best 2... oh tidak!! sume ni burdening lah.... hmmm dhla 2 ari lepas spek mata aku jatuh dlm lubang toilet lalau x dpt d'selamatkan lg dh... hoho... so aku pon pegi la T1 n bwat spek br.. seb bek murah je... malang tol... back 2 iterature td,,, aku x phm la cmne nk score literature,.. bla bca esei shafiq( bdk plg pndai class aku), rse cm jauh pnggang dr api.. wooo esei dy sgt best... cmne la dy bole tulis s'best 2.. asal aku nye esei cm bdk tadika je... huhu~ takotla... dhla poem yg kuar 2 poem yg aku x ske.. "meeting at night".. so sgt lah lingkup... aku mmg lgsg, even 1% x expect poem 2 yg akn kluar... dats y la tcer alwez remind us,,, DONT ASSUME.....!!!!! klo x,, ni lah jdnye... adoyaiii.... cmne nk score literature???? its a question and alwez be a question!!

Thursday, November 18, 2010

...derita merindu...

dis song... sounds familiar kn... klo dlu aku dgr lgu nie mmg mleleh la air mata... emmm bkn pe,, sbb frust kn.. lgu nie mmg sj je nk d'cptakan utk aku..(eh boleh pulak).. btw,, itu kisah lme.. tp seyesly.. dats my first time loving sum1.. im not kinda ppl yg sng nk syg owg tw.. hhmmm at first mmg x sgka nk jd cmni tp da jd pon..haha.. btw,, kita lyn jap lgu nie..


Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang tak percaya
Bagaimana nak bahagia
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu
Tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
(Rap)
Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama
Akan ku biar tiada ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah
(Ulang) (2x)
Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
(Rap)
Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan..
Aku masih terkilan
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
(Rap)
Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
pergh... mmg kne sgt lah dgn story aku... aku ni pon.. poyo je.. suke nk mngingat kisah lma yg mnyakitkan... actually aku da ttup story 2 n kunci dy rpt... tp kdg2 ske la gtl nk open blk.. pastu ati sniri lak yg skt... papelah niena..

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

~parents sacrifice~

A long time ago, there was a huge apple tree. A little boy loved to come and play around it everyday. He climbed to the treetop, ate the apples, and took a nap under the shadow. He loved the tree and the tree loved to play with him. Time went by, the little boy had grown up and he no longer played around the tree every day.
One day, the boy came back to the tree and he looked sad.
"Come and play with me", the tree asked the boy.
"I am no longer a kid, I do not play around trees any more" the boy replied.
"I want toys. I need money to buy them."
"Sorry, but I do not have money, but you can pick all my apples and sell them. So, you will have money."
The boy was so excited. He grabbed all the apples on the tree and left happily. The boy never came back after he picked the apples. The tree was sad.
One day, the boy who now turned into a man returned and the tree was excited.
"Come and play with me" the tree said.
"I do not have time to play. I have to work for my family. We need a house for shelter. Can you help me?"
"Sorry, but I do not have any house. But you can chop off my branches to build your house". So the man cut all the branches of the tree and left happily. The tree was glad to see him happy but the man never came back since then. The tree was again lonely and sad.
One hot summer day, the man returned and the tree was delighted.
"Come and play with me!" the tree said.
"I am getting old. I want to go sailing to relax myself. Can you give me a boat?" said the man.
"Use my trunk to build your boat. You can sail far away and be happy."
So the man cut the tree trunk to make a boat. He went sailing and never showed up for a long time.
Finally, the man returned after many years. "Sorry, my boy. But I do not have anything for you anymore. No more apples for you", the tree said.
"No problem, I do not have any teeth to bite" the man replied.
"No more trunk for you to climb on".
"I am too old for that now" the man said.
"I really cannot give you anything, the only thing left is my dying roots," the tree said with tears.
"I do not need much now, just a place to rest. I am tired after all these years," the man replied.
"Good! Old tree roots are the best place to lean on and rest, come sit down with me and rest." The man sat down and the tree was glad and smiled with tears.








This is a story (Parents Sacrifice for Children) of everyone. The apple tree is like our parents. When we were young, we loved to play with our Mum and Dad. When we grow up, we leave them; only come to them when we need something or when we are in trouble.
No matter what, parents will always be there and give everything they could just to make you happy.
You may think the boy is cruel to the apple tree, but that is how all of us treat our parents. We take them for granted; we don't appreciate all they do for us, until it's too late.